I just read a article about watching violence/rape. It's got me worried. because I have scene some really nasty stuff that has weighed on my shoulders for a long time. I have been off it since February 2014, honestly can I fully recover from all this and what I have scene, and would I need to see someone at this point. I'm trying really hard, and avoided porn and masturbating for a long time, but no real achievements although I do get some semi erections time to time. I didn't really want to talk to a professional about what I have scene and it's scary that I may have done permanent damage. Am I going to be ok? I know it's was wrong, I used to watch soft porn, but ended up looking for harder hits but it became severe when I used to watch porn. I realized awhile back that I may never truly recover from what I have scene.