WoundedSparrow
Active Member
I'm a little over a month into a hard reboot (my last 30-day run was November) and I've hit a snag. Recently, the adverse effects of withdrawal have been creeping in, most notably irritability, intrusive thoughts, and most recently, cravings for porn. Last night I resisted the urge to PMO but had a dream in which I relapsed. Tonight, I couldn't fully resist. I've just begun dating someone new and I didn't want to relapse or cheat on her (in my mind) so I masturbated to the mental image of her and I fooling around, which we've done a bit of. I didn't think of it in a pornographic way, just mostly from memory. What does this mean going forward? Past experience tells me that I should be on my guard since MO has traditionally given way to PMO, but I'm wondering if anyone else on here has had similar experiences and can advise me moving forward. Thanks.