40-yearsOnVideoPorn
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New day. Starting over.
I hooked up with a casual friend and we had gay sex. That?s not masturbation and it?s not internet porn but it was casual sexual activity, so I am just going to start my count over. I was telling my friend I was not doing porn or masturbating anymore and he offered to do it for me. So, I let that happen. It is kind of like using each other for sex. It?s kind of it?s own form of masturbation. It?s true that it?s not jerking off to images on a screen but it?s not much different, in my mind. You just get yourself off using their body, if that makes sense.
So I am a little confused by the whole thing. It?s not P. It?s not M by strict definition. But it?s definitely O. It?s just gay pick-up sex.
I think it?s fairly easy to get over internet porn for a guy my age. I haven?t looked at it at all. But I am not sure if it?s possible for me to go entirely without sex, some form of casual sex, for months at a time. I am going to start over and contemplate how I feel about this. I really need to think this through. I wasn?t expecting this scenario.
Day 2 No PMO
Day 764 No Alcohol
Day 27 No Sugar
I hooked up with a casual friend and we had gay sex. That?s not masturbation and it?s not internet porn but it was casual sexual activity, so I am just going to start my count over. I was telling my friend I was not doing porn or masturbating anymore and he offered to do it for me. So, I let that happen. It is kind of like using each other for sex. It?s kind of it?s own form of masturbation. It?s true that it?s not jerking off to images on a screen but it?s not much different, in my mind. You just get yourself off using their body, if that makes sense.
So I am a little confused by the whole thing. It?s not P. It?s not M by strict definition. But it?s definitely O. It?s just gay pick-up sex.
I think it?s fairly easy to get over internet porn for a guy my age. I haven?t looked at it at all. But I am not sure if it?s possible for me to go entirely without sex, some form of casual sex, for months at a time. I am going to start over and contemplate how I feel about this. I really need to think this through. I wasn?t expecting this scenario.
Day 2 No PMO
Day 764 No Alcohol
Day 27 No Sugar