75 days clean.
I surpassed my previous streak, going now for 90 days hard mode. I have to admit I have had some brief peaks at material I shouldn?t have looked at but didn?t give in.
The change that I see is I am much stronger attracted to real women, even the ones that I would have considered ?ugly? a few months back. But also my reaction to potential harmful stuff is way more heavy, which is more and more forming a risk unfortunately.
The change that I would like to see, more confidence in general and also with women, I do not feel it yet, maybe that needs more time. Also I cannot really say that my energy level is significantly higher than before, like other men seem to experience.
Anyway still hanging in there, and no willing to give in now.