goodvibes144
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I'm a 20 yr old male , who is also a Christian struggling with this porn addiction . For months I could go without it . Now it's went from weeks I could control it, to only a few days . And now it's making me want to act out to experience the euphoric feeling . But Ik if was too do so that after sex I would feel like crap. Just as I do now . This lifestyle has not help me get in a relationship . And I fear everyone is starting to notice, I think I maybe romantically attracted to girls but sexually to men. I wish I could just cut it off but when I'm trying to quit the urges kick me down . Or if go cold turkey I'm snappy and have slight anger . I just need to quit so I can figure out my sexuality . PORN is not helping . I feel like this sin of lust is just taking me over and I want it to END !!