700 days i have surpassed. Still not any noticable improvements physically. Mentally I am all good, porn is gone... has not been a desire.. I just gym, work,eat, sleep. I have had sex twice, but they were not satisfying. I wouldnt even consider it sex really. Really thinking of ways to better things and possibly give up on try to have sex and just see if things just take its course over time. Really just dont want to have to deal with the humiliation.
My morning wood had decreased for awhile and I believe that was because I had logged back on to social media for awhile and recently I got back off. The Hits of dopamine are noticed while scrolling thru social media and seeing an attractive person. Just not ideal.
At night when i lay in bed and my penis as always just feels dead, not any sensation really just the floppy piece of jellow..... just feels numb.. I can play with myself for a few minutes and manage to get it hard. But it wont stay hard to long without constant attention... really just trying to figure out if i am actually long termed damaged. My dick just feels lifeless.
Really just unsure about my sex life or even if I want to try to please a woman anymore. I have become content with how my life is and I just live for my passion in cars and my kids. I think i dont need a woman anymore and just be happy with the life I have created and just see where it takes me. Please chime in.