inoddplaces
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Back in 2016 I finally admited to myself I had a porn adiction and decided to take action.
That lasted a few months, but I slowly sliped back into porn and forgot about trying to quit completely.
Eventually the PMO cycle was making me feel down/irratable and I kept saying after every session "never again", but a few days later I was back at the computer for another PMO session.
Well, wind forward to 27/7 this year (2019) and after a particuarly bad few days of almost constant PMO, decided enough was enough and I had to get out of the cycle. Something "snapped" to make me take action.
Sex toys went in the bin (again!) and porn collection deleted, repeating the original list of actions.
Was very hard with myself that I would stop all MO for a few months to let my mind recover a little.
- Stop watching all porn
- Irrecoverably delete my porn collection
- Throw all sex toys away
- Delete my profile on any porn websites
- Not search the internet for anything sexual
- Abstain from masturbating alone unless it?s accompanied by a fantasy about a real-life situation
That lasted a few months, but I slowly sliped back into porn and forgot about trying to quit completely.
Eventually the PMO cycle was making me feel down/irratable and I kept saying after every session "never again", but a few days later I was back at the computer for another PMO session.
Well, wind forward to 27/7 this year (2019) and after a particuarly bad few days of almost constant PMO, decided enough was enough and I had to get out of the cycle. Something "snapped" to make me take action.
Sex toys went in the bin (again!) and porn collection deleted, repeating the original list of actions.
Was very hard with myself that I would stop all MO for a few months to let my mind recover a little.