mattdes
Member
Hi everyone. I've just turned 40 so I've moved into this forum
For anyone interested my story and attempt at recovery is here
http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=17415.0
I'm looking forward to hearing from you all and hopefully helping some of you while getting some help myself.
I'm 5 days in and no urges. I've been here before but I had major urges by day 5. I've had strong mw. I'm hoping it's a positive sign. I first had access to the internet at 20 before that i didn't really know much about it. I used to use magazines and videos if i could get my hands on them but it wasn't very often. I'm hoping all this means I will reboot fast. Why?? Because I'm really sick of running away from beautiful women because of this and because I'm sick of being alone. I have good friends and family but as well all know they are not around 24/7 and minds can wander.
I'm eating healthy and I've got into much better shape through exercise. i'm meditating when I can .
Please drop me a message here . I'd love to get to know some of you .
For anyone interested my story and attempt at recovery is here
http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=17415.0
I'm looking forward to hearing from you all and hopefully helping some of you while getting some help myself.
I'm 5 days in and no urges. I've been here before but I had major urges by day 5. I've had strong mw. I'm hoping it's a positive sign. I first had access to the internet at 20 before that i didn't really know much about it. I used to use magazines and videos if i could get my hands on them but it wasn't very often. I'm hoping all this means I will reboot fast. Why?? Because I'm really sick of running away from beautiful women because of this and because I'm sick of being alone. I have good friends and family but as well all know they are not around 24/7 and minds can wander.
I'm eating healthy and I've got into much better shape through exercise. i'm meditating when I can .
Please drop me a message here . I'd love to get to know some of you .