After a week in Vegas, I drank quite a bit on a bachelor party.. one of the many effects from my porn adddiction. I tend to get very depressed and self conscious after I do that and it is typically a huge trigger for me to watch Porn. I turn to porn to reinforce that I?m not a good person. I need to get better at reinforcing that I am a good person and start to form that snowball again and get it going downhill instead of uphill