How long it will take me to recover?

facs

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I've been PMO since the beginning of high school (12 y/o), never had real sexual encounters and lost my virginity with a prostitute at 17 y/o (terrible experience and couldn't get an erection). After that I only had one sexual encounter with another prostitute and with a soft erection.

Now that I'm 21 I've been with my girlfriend (first girl to have sex with that I wasn't paying for) for 6 months and the 2-3 first months were terrible. The first month I couldn't get an erection at all but I think it was mostly because of sex anxiety problems. I went to the doctor and my testosterone levels were ok so the doctor gave me the blue pill to gain confidence in sex.

The curious thing is that even with the pills it was hard for me to got sexual aroused and I only used them 2 or 3 times.

The next two months I could barely have a 50% erection but at this time I never heard of PIED. It was 3 months ago I found about death-grip and stopped masturbating but relapsed many many times. By that time let's say I got 60-70% erections the half of the times we started a sexual encounter but didn't last very long and the other half of the times I wasn't aroused enough to have sex. I discovered PIED like 2 weeks ago and finally know what was wrong with me so I stoped PMO immediately. By now I can get a decent erection but only with a specific sex position, this is, the girl lying face down and myself on top (I think because this gives my penis a more friction situation and I get more excited as the sex goes on).

With positions like the missionary and similar ones I start with a good erection but it gets lost after a few minutes, and if she gets on top of me I don't get hard at all and lose my arousal.

It's been 11 days without porn and masturbation at all but I keep having sex with my girlfriend almost every day. How long will it take me to recover and be able to have sex in any position (it's boring only being able to get hard on the same one every time) and feel oral sex like it's suposed to feel.

PD: I must confess that my porn habits were bad like, masturbating every day, some days two times and my porn history was escalating to more hardcore genres.
 
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