I sort of messed up

Brooklyn Jerry

Brooklyn Jerry

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  I have been PMO  and MO free for 50 days, I have had sex about 7 or 8 times with my SO during that period. Things have been better been able to finish during intercourse. We had sex Saturday night and it was great. Yesterday in my email was a link to a live porn chat used to visit. I clicked on and logged in and watched a couple having intercourse. I did touch myself but didn't get fully erect, and didn't try to cum. I am glad didnt allow myself to do the deed, I sure would have felt worse then I do now. I am almost 65 and having too many organisms is surely not they best thing for having a good realtionship. I am going to try and block all such adds .wish me luck.

 
vispren

vispren

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Good luck, man.

Funny... While I was reading your post my bastard brain tried to reason with me: "see, Jerry was looking at P, no biggie. Check it out. Only for a few mintues."

I told him to go fuck himself. Or myself.

Your post reminded me how I can't let my guard down, not even for a few minutes.
 
Brooklyn Jerry

Brooklyn Jerry

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I agree I should have not bothered to look. I have gotten those emails in the past but just unsubscribed deleted them. I will look into installing a filter. My problem seemed to be not so much looking at porn but the  frequent Masturbation. I know from reading there are other aspects associated with porn viewing  one being expecting all women to act like they are enjoying some of the degrading things seen in the videos.
 
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Mbg

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Brooklyn Jerry said:
I agree I should have not bothered to look. I have gotten those emails in the past but just unsubscribed deleted them. I will look into installing a filter. My problem seemed to be not so much looking at porn but the  frequent Masturbation. I know from reading there are other aspects associated with porn viewing  one being expecting all women to act like they are enjoying some of the degrading things seen in the videos.
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I also feel I have more of a problem with frequent masturbation.  I'm 7 days sober now and I feel like I'm constantly battling urges to masturbate all throughout each day.  I started going to Sex Addicts Anonymous meetings and they have helped a lot.  Just got to take it 1 day at a time and if the urges are heavy, I take it 1 hour at a time.  If I can make it through this hour then I can make it through the next. 
 
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Promise

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I tell you what helps me with urges, Mbg, I stick some headphones on, close your eyes, sit back in a chair, relax all my muscles and listen to soothing music.  Something warm and chilled out with a good tempo.  Just let your body and mind get completely lost in the music.
 
Brooklyn Jerry

Brooklyn Jerry

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When I was a teen I masturbated  plenty no porn at all, just sat on the toilet,used some soap and that was it. I would also watch TV and JO looking at some girls!I found hot. When dating my future wife  I don't remember JO much! but we had sex almost every nite,After I got married I JO to mags and some films  I had 8mm. As years went by I JO once or twice a week! but still had sex a few times a month with the wife.  The Internet is what got me hooked. Not sure I would Ever have  JO so much if not for the variety of free porn. I did  sign up to a pay site once and have paid to chat with some web girls, but really no need to pay.good luck Mbg, fight the urge.
 
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