CarcharodonMeg
Member
Hi all,
I hit a pretty great milestone (for me anyway) a couple months back, but a few weeks ago I followed the road leading from cute girls on Instagram to the same porn videos I always end up watching. Since then I've given in about every few days. I feel a little numb, and am pretty disappointed in my lack of willpower.
Am I really so bored and addicted that I respond to any quiet time alone by thinking about smut? I'm sick of these urges and sometimes it feels like it's just going to be a struggle forever.
Seriously thinking about a total media fast just to get my brain reacquainted with reality.
Anyway, trying to stay positive and not beat myself up too badly about it, but I don't want to let myself off the hook either.
God bless, folks.
I hit a pretty great milestone (for me anyway) a couple months back, but a few weeks ago I followed the road leading from cute girls on Instagram to the same porn videos I always end up watching. Since then I've given in about every few days. I feel a little numb, and am pretty disappointed in my lack of willpower.
Am I really so bored and addicted that I respond to any quiet time alone by thinking about smut? I'm sick of these urges and sometimes it feels like it's just going to be a struggle forever.
Seriously thinking about a total media fast just to get my brain reacquainted with reality.
Anyway, trying to stay positive and not beat myself up too badly about it, but I don't want to let myself off the hook either.
God bless, folks.