"I can't do this anymore" this is my head today. Rock bottom....maybe.
I've never really given much time to thinking about what negative affects porn has had on me, I just spent all my time thinking about smut.
But today I feel broke, and I'm hurting. I want this to end. The negative thoughts are crippling and I can't function like this, it's not a true reflection of who I am.
The other night I was out at a bar with a friend and his wife. After quite a few beers he said to me "you're a good looking guy man! I can't understand why you don't have a girlfriend?" I said "I'm a porn addict man, I can't beat it" he said "nah, everyone watches porn!" ...and maybe they do but I need it, and that's the difference.
Later his wife said "there was two, or three girls checking you out!" I didn't see it.
My point is that porn numbs you, zaps your confidence and it's no wonder I am alone.
Off porn, I am a different man.
Anyway, 3 of the last 4 nights have been porn free, so it's something.
I've never really given much time to thinking about what negative affects porn has had on me, I just spent all my time thinking about smut.
But today I feel broke, and I'm hurting. I want this to end. The negative thoughts are crippling and I can't function like this, it's not a true reflection of who I am.
The other night I was out at a bar with a friend and his wife. After quite a few beers he said to me "you're a good looking guy man! I can't understand why you don't have a girlfriend?" I said "I'm a porn addict man, I can't beat it" he said "nah, everyone watches porn!" ...and maybe they do but I need it, and that's the difference.
Later his wife said "there was two, or three girls checking you out!" I didn't see it.
My point is that porn numbs you, zaps your confidence and it's no wonder I am alone.
Off porn, I am a different man.
Anyway, 3 of the last 4 nights have been porn free, so it's something.