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I think that is true Blue Heron, thank you.
Day 14
Today was a good day. I had fun chatting with some friends and appreciated time with new friends as well. Tonight I am feeling some urges to look at women on my phone and objectify them as I?m scrolling. I am going to get ready for bed as soon as I post this which is a good start for me. I am also quite tired and looking forward to good sleep before a travel day tomorrow.
I have noticed that I am feeling more emotions during the reboot, or I am at least recognizing them. Today I felt anxiety about my work future but was able to say it out loud with someone with me in the car which helped a lot. I was also able to reason through it.
I do hope the anxiety slows down a bit. I also keep getting intruding thoughts about my ex girlfriend. While it?s not unusual that she may come to mind necessarily, the past week has been particularly noticeable. I forget that long term healing and nostalgia is part of the break up process.
One day at a time has been a helpful mantra and I plan on using it in the future. I appreciate the self-confidence that comes with sobriety and want to continue the difficult work of prioritizing my reboot.
Day 14
Today was a good day. I had fun chatting with some friends and appreciated time with new friends as well. Tonight I am feeling some urges to look at women on my phone and objectify them as I?m scrolling. I am going to get ready for bed as soon as I post this which is a good start for me. I am also quite tired and looking forward to good sleep before a travel day tomorrow.
I have noticed that I am feeling more emotions during the reboot, or I am at least recognizing them. Today I felt anxiety about my work future but was able to say it out loud with someone with me in the car which helped a lot. I was also able to reason through it.
I do hope the anxiety slows down a bit. I also keep getting intruding thoughts about my ex girlfriend. While it?s not unusual that she may come to mind necessarily, the past week has been particularly noticeable. I forget that long term healing and nostalgia is part of the break up process.
One day at a time has been a helpful mantra and I plan on using it in the future. I appreciate the self-confidence that comes with sobriety and want to continue the difficult work of prioritizing my reboot.