GottaReboot
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I guess I should have seen this coming. 21 days and reset
The stress of unemployment combined with some other triggers and baddabing baddaboom Bob's your uncle... If there is a bright side it is that I didn't go full on hardcore porn but I did binge on a bunce of NN stuff that is close enough. Looking on the brightside I made it 21 days and in 42 years that is the absolute longest I have gone without a fix. Realizing 90 is a huge goal I am setting a new goal for myself, 22 days and each day after that is gravy. It won't do me any good to beat myself up about this, I do that over enough things myself anyway, so I am just going to pick myself up and carry on carrying one.
The stress of unemployment combined with some other triggers and baddabing baddaboom Bob's your uncle... If there is a bright side it is that I didn't go full on hardcore porn but I did binge on a bunce of NN stuff that is close enough. Looking on the brightside I made it 21 days and in 42 years that is the absolute longest I have gone without a fix. Realizing 90 is a huge goal I am setting a new goal for myself, 22 days and each day after that is gravy. It won't do me any good to beat myself up about this, I do that over enough things myself anyway, so I am just going to pick myself up and carry on carrying one.