A month ago I was convinced depression was finally upon me.
Before
The world was dull and grey
Emotionally detached
My brain was hyperactive
I couldn't concentrate and just do one thing at a time or do anything at all for very long
I worried about most things
I analysed everything I said, verbal & written and hoped I hadn?t upset anyone
I had hateful thoughts about people because they were out to get me
Random things like; my brain hadn't created any rich memories for years.
1 PMO-free month later
Infinitely more calm and relaxed.
My mental activity and general pace has slowed to that of a normal person.
I don't analyse everything I say before or after I've said it.
Pleasantries aren't a chore, they're natural
I am less irritable (most of the time).
The eye-contact thing, that was back within days (weird one, that)
To be honest, any benefits to my sexual functions or flirting skills are a bonus, I'm just glad I'm not losing my mind! If you have stumbled across this forum with The habit/addiction and this is you, you will literally kick yourself.
Before
The world was dull and grey
Emotionally detached
My brain was hyperactive
I couldn't concentrate and just do one thing at a time or do anything at all for very long
I worried about most things
I analysed everything I said, verbal & written and hoped I hadn?t upset anyone
I had hateful thoughts about people because they were out to get me
Random things like; my brain hadn't created any rich memories for years.
1 PMO-free month later
Infinitely more calm and relaxed.
My mental activity and general pace has slowed to that of a normal person.
I don't analyse everything I say before or after I've said it.
Pleasantries aren't a chore, they're natural
I am less irritable (most of the time).
The eye-contact thing, that was back within days (weird one, that)
To be honest, any benefits to my sexual functions or flirting skills are a bonus, I'm just glad I'm not losing my mind! If you have stumbled across this forum with The habit/addiction and this is you, you will literally kick yourself.