Hi New Relationships: new attempt

[jhonjordan]

Day 2 (last record 21 days without PMO)

I masturbated on 9/6 with a porn video, it was short, but I did it. Yesterday I felt guilty and now as I write this I feel a great shame. However I will not give up. I hope that when I feel like masturbating I will remember how I feel now.

Anyway thanks for the support.

A hug!

 

[jhonjordan]

Day 3

I am trying again.
Last week I had a very big relapse and it makes me very sad. I feel like shit about it.
In all this year I have had good periods and relapses, I have not had sex with anyone. My longest streak since the year began has been six weeks, which I was able to achieve twice, then relapse again.

I'm going to start reading success stories to motivate myself.

Thank you!

 

[jhonjordan]

Day 4

Today I feel good, yesterday I had a massage and that left me much less stressed. I don't feel like masturbating tonight. There is a girl in my work that I like, I like a lot, however I do not want to ruin it, for this I will wait to have 30 days of no fap

Thank you

 

[kopp]

You're doing good

 

[jhonjordan]

Day 1 again


I think my main mistake is trying to solve this alone. This site helps me and motivates me to continue but I think I need a support group. I hope to find a good one.

I send you a hug

 

[Sanders]

Hey,

Sorry that you had to start over, but still it's been a good try! I hope you've found out what's triggering you and what you can hopefully avoid in the future. Just a post a day here helps a lot, doesn't need to be long or detailed. Hope you can beat your previous record this time

Good luck!

 

[jhonjordan]

Day 1

I honestly don't know what to say, only that I relapsed again. This week has been the worst of the year since I have masturbated 3 or 4 days.
In all this year I have not been with any girl, my goal was to go a while without masturbating and thus restart. So far I have not succeeded, the maximum is 40 days.

Would it be advisable to be with a girl and test if my erectile dysfunction continues?

Thank you

Regards

 

[jhonjordan]

Day 3

Yesterday was a super unproductive day. However, the opposite happened today.
The feeling of guilt is still present, I think of the beautiful girls I was with and I could not have sex with them. I am very sorry. But I have the opportunity to improve this aspect of my life and somehow or other I will achieve it, I have faith in it.

Thank you very much

 

[jhonjordan]

Day 5

Today I have the desire to masturbate. Desire is high. The time of night comes and I feel anxiety. I have a lot of work these days and I am very stressed. I uninstalled instagram to avoid having virtual information of girls.

Thank you very much