steadyrock
Member
Hello, i am not new to this forum. I have been "trying" to have a diferent life for the last 5 years... but i didnt do any good. Lots of things were lost others kind of preserved... but nothing good.
I am writing here with the intention to address this problem that has done nothing good to my life. I have lost alot, maybe much more than what i can bear. Maybe i lost certain things that were everything for me and i dont know it ou realised it yet.
I am 26years old, i have been on this since i was 12yo.
I dont believe i can rebuild myself in a year, or 2 or 3 and 5. I dont believe that it is possible at all. But in 10 years, at least i feel that maybe i can.
This belief of being a too late case to save, is what pushes the negative future if i just keep not believing.
If i dont believe it wont be possible.
Edit:
After some hours of procratination on posting this, i feel much better. I realised how sad that writing was. But i will keep it that way to remind myself of this problem. Keep looking towards your dreams. Dont stop.
Remember all of you, you have to believe and let go the oldways. You have to let go the fear.
This is my day 1.
I wish you all that you never forget who you really were all this time. This in the end is all about you, nobody else.
I am writing here with the intention to address this problem that has done nothing good to my life. I have lost alot, maybe much more than what i can bear. Maybe i lost certain things that were everything for me and i dont know it ou realised it yet.
I am 26years old, i have been on this since i was 12yo.
I dont believe i can rebuild myself in a year, or 2 or 3 and 5. I dont believe that it is possible at all. But in 10 years, at least i feel that maybe i can.
This belief of being a too late case to save, is what pushes the negative future if i just keep not believing.
If i dont believe it wont be possible.
Edit:
After some hours of procratination on posting this, i feel much better. I realised how sad that writing was. But i will keep it that way to remind myself of this problem. Keep looking towards your dreams. Dont stop.
Remember all of you, you have to believe and let go the oldways. You have to let go the fear.
This is my day 1.
I wish you all that you never forget who you really were all this time. This in the end is all about you, nobody else.