Mybrainneedsreboot
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Hey there guys and girls,
My name is Emil and I am greek (please excuse my Englisch). I am 24 years old and i study Chemistry in Germany. I am lucky to be in a very supportive relationship for 1 and a half year but it is still very difficult for me to abstain from porn. My porn use dates more than 10 years and it has escalated in more extreme genres like the most of the chronic users. The reason I quit Porn was my PIED and my wish to be in a healthy and strong relationship. That being said, I struggle actively with porn for 2 and a half years. My best phase was at the beginning of my relationship. I was one month Porn free (masturbation once a week). That was enough to get my libido and sexuallity working again and I had afterwards really good sex. My quick recovery was a trap for me though. I underestimated porn and i began using again. That led me to the point that I am now, which I struggle with the worst urges ever. I am still able to do sex but not with the quality of that before. I am now 16 days porn free and i hope to make it happen again! I wish everyone strength and I need your wishes too, because it is the most difficult phase of my journey. I will be reading your journals and try to get motivation from you. Thanks for reading!
My name is Emil and I am greek (please excuse my Englisch). I am 24 years old and i study Chemistry in Germany. I am lucky to be in a very supportive relationship for 1 and a half year but it is still very difficult for me to abstain from porn. My porn use dates more than 10 years and it has escalated in more extreme genres like the most of the chronic users. The reason I quit Porn was my PIED and my wish to be in a healthy and strong relationship. That being said, I struggle actively with porn for 2 and a half years. My best phase was at the beginning of my relationship. I was one month Porn free (masturbation once a week). That was enough to get my libido and sexuallity working again and I had afterwards really good sex. My quick recovery was a trap for me though. I underestimated porn and i began using again. That led me to the point that I am now, which I struggle with the worst urges ever. I am still able to do sex but not with the quality of that before. I am now 16 days porn free and i hope to make it happen again! I wish everyone strength and I need your wishes too, because it is the most difficult phase of my journey. I will be reading your journals and try to get motivation from you. Thanks for reading!