kalia
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hello guys. im 20 years old. studying engineering. I sometimes get erection problems when im with girls with small breasts. last week when i was searching it, i found out yourbrainonporn.com, so i decided to quit watching porn. i've started to go to gym again. hitting heavier weights. but i also have video game addiction. it's like my fav. hobby. I've started my journey on last friday. havent watch porn since.
after quitting porn: from now on everything was normal,except day 3 i MO'ed.unless that situation, i was just hitting the gym followed up by routine video games,skype calls, facebook flirtings standard usual life.
today (day 5th of no MO day 7th of no PMO) now on the greatest issue for me to not masturbating. especially today. im all okay with not watching porn concept but i cant stop thinking about masturbation. i mean i need to reach an orgasm. today im having this conflict in my mind. everyday morning woods, and even im reading something simultaneous erections. even i masturbate a little bit but i hold myself up. after thirty seconds. Oh my god, its hard. I'm just respecting everyone in this site. You guys are doing the hardest work on the freaking earth. So im in the same way as you guys do inorder to destroy all porn induced erection problems in my life.
Edit: I would like to enter a brief history, just if there is another else shares something like my history.
I live in Turkey, the country is conservative as you may predict. Girls are not easy to get. i didnt had a sexual tendency when i first found out porn.which is when i was 13 years old. after then i masturbate for 7 years frequently. sometimes everyday 2-3 times sometimes 3-4 day once. but i did. then i had my first gf at highschool. she was like the cute girl from the math class. like sweet girl but with a flat chest. anyway we went on a vacation i couldnt get hard. i related this to my anxiety. she went away to another city for 2 months when she came back i remember that i missed her. we come back to my place and in the first kiss i was up. from then i never had any erection problems with that girl. after we break up i hang around with 2-3 girls. couldnt get hard with them. their mutual point was they're having small breats. so i hit on a girl with big breasts. and she wasnt shy, just like the girls i see in porns. she jumped on me and i had a boner instantly.
anyway in short, there is a problem with me that i need to handle. i know im addicted to porn and masturbation. i need to stop it. though im dying to masturbate.
Also about me:
im studying engineering, a cinephilliac,playing guitar, interested in 80's pop, Hard rock, Hair Metal, also im a huge history enthusiast i enjoy reading everything about 16-17th century europe. and i love to read books about philosophy one of my fav. writer is ayn rand.
after quitting porn: from now on everything was normal,except day 3 i MO'ed.unless that situation, i was just hitting the gym followed up by routine video games,skype calls, facebook flirtings standard usual life.
today (day 5th of no MO day 7th of no PMO) now on the greatest issue for me to not masturbating. especially today. im all okay with not watching porn concept but i cant stop thinking about masturbation. i mean i need to reach an orgasm. today im having this conflict in my mind. everyday morning woods, and even im reading something simultaneous erections. even i masturbate a little bit but i hold myself up. after thirty seconds. Oh my god, its hard. I'm just respecting everyone in this site. You guys are doing the hardest work on the freaking earth. So im in the same way as you guys do inorder to destroy all porn induced erection problems in my life.
Edit: I would like to enter a brief history, just if there is another else shares something like my history.
I live in Turkey, the country is conservative as you may predict. Girls are not easy to get. i didnt had a sexual tendency when i first found out porn.which is when i was 13 years old. after then i masturbate for 7 years frequently. sometimes everyday 2-3 times sometimes 3-4 day once. but i did. then i had my first gf at highschool. she was like the cute girl from the math class. like sweet girl but with a flat chest. anyway we went on a vacation i couldnt get hard. i related this to my anxiety. she went away to another city for 2 months when she came back i remember that i missed her. we come back to my place and in the first kiss i was up. from then i never had any erection problems with that girl. after we break up i hang around with 2-3 girls. couldnt get hard with them. their mutual point was they're having small breats. so i hit on a girl with big breasts. and she wasnt shy, just like the girls i see in porns. she jumped on me and i had a boner instantly.
anyway in short, there is a problem with me that i need to handle. i know im addicted to porn and masturbation. i need to stop it. though im dying to masturbate.
Also about me:
im studying engineering, a cinephilliac,playing guitar, interested in 80's pop, Hard rock, Hair Metal, also im a huge history enthusiast i enjoy reading everything about 16-17th century europe. and i love to read books about philosophy one of my fav. writer is ayn rand.
