A fresh new start for me.

[biff88mph]

Hey, just found this site and started a reboot yesterday for about the 100th time! Its amazing how similar your situation is to mine, I'm 27 though. I have got to 10 days before at the most I reckon. All the dreams u mentioned and situations like the redhead waitress are very similar to my situation. I also like gaming, mainly racing games like forza. I also really like synthwave music and spacesynth, channels like new retro wave and maniac synth on YouTube.
What does mo'ed mean?
Whatever it is, it sounds like something I've did a lot of times and its usually a downward spiral into masturbating daily again, so be careful.
I also find when I drink I will masturbate loads the next day when I'm hungover.
This is 1st time I've posted on a forum like this and I really hope it helps! I would love to get rid of this nightmare by the new year.
Keep up the good work

 

[kalia]

Hey, just found this site and started a reboot yesterday for about the 100th time! Its amazing how similar your situation is to mine, I'm 27 though. I have got to 10 days before at the most I reckon. All the dreams u mentioned and situations like the redhead waitress are very similar to my situation.

Welcome aboard fella! this is a nice site some people really encouraged me for rebooting, on my first try i hold on 19 days which is quite nice. im keeping up, Everyone is willing to help, so do i mate. That Redheaded busty girl!! haha its nice that im not the only one with the crazy dreams. she was looking like jasmine james.

btw mo means masturbation to orgasm. i did it 2 days ago. which is kind of a relapsing.

I also like gaming, mainly racing games like forza. I also really like synthwave music and spacesynth, channels like new retro wave and maniac synth on YouTube.
This is 1st time I've posted on a forum like this and I really hope it helps! I would love to get rid of this nightmare by the new year.
Keep up the good work

Yeah lots of good artist on these channels. im into mobas, card games and strategy games. not a succesful racing player ^^.Start your own journal mate, I'll follow you. we can check for each others. Good luck friend. We will find salvation hopefully.

 

[kalia]

day 2: went to my friend's for the night played some video games. woke up with a morning wood as usual. i mean my morning wood frequency is really kinda high i think thats a good sign. though im seeing this porn start jasmine james in my dreams. i really want to watch her specific scenes right now but im holding myself. i just let it slipped once, i wont gonna let it happen that soon and with a porn. if i do that i would become old myself.

 

[biff88mph]

Past 2 days I've made no effort at all, was working last night and went 2 bed this morning and straight away started thinking about a manager (woman) in a shop I used to work in, who wore real nice trousers, and a girl in recruitment agency who did the same. A few made up scenarios later and I racked up another failure. I'm going to start up a journal tomorrow and hopefully stick to posting on it regularly. If could match your 19days I'd be happy lol

 

[kalia]

early start of day 4: Oh man, im in deep before mo'ing i only wanted to masturbate, now im craving for pmo. i think thats the main evil that i need to fight against. i also really lowered my frequency of masturbation i mean im seriously believing in 20 days i'll masturbate again. but i will not watch porn. But you know im craving for watching certain pornstars, certain videos. i just want to watch them. i mean i suddenly cut the porn off from my life. before i found out this site i was masturbating 3-4 times a day sometimes to my favorite porns. or something new. anyway now im in this path im holding myself away from porn.At the moment i dont wanna masturbate and orgasm. i want porn masturbation then orgasm, i think thats no healthy libido or sexual urge. its just my addiction popped out.

 

[biff88mph]

Your brain will do anything it takes to get u to orgasm, I've always had a real vivid imagination so after a couple of days I can't think of any girl really without scenes playing out in my head. The longer it goes on the less choosy I seem to get and then after moving its the same old story, what waste of time!

 

[positive_beginning]

you can consider taking  up some learning  goals apart from your studies or may be a part-time job.May be getting busy will help.

 

[kalia]

you can consider taking  up some learning  goals apart from your studies or may be a part-time job.May be getting busy will help.

i can though i was into bodybuilding then i got sick pharyngitis and tonsillitis. couldnt go to gym thats when i mo'ed actually. if i havent got sick maybe i was not gonna mo back then.

anyway day 4: Came back from digital systems lecture, i have urge for porn and masturbation at the moment, but i dont wanna masturbate without porn. so im holding myself. its not that easy, to be honest. But i'll fight because i wanna rule over my erections and i need to get back my self esteem about it.