Shame is my issue and porn was just an off-shoot of that, but it's all a big cycle. You feel bad because you look at porn, you look at porn because you feel bad (and because of the dopamine/brain stuff that it plays into). Is MO something you feel shame about too or is it just PMO? I know for me because of a deeply religious background a lot of stuff that is just normal feelings and behaviours has created feelings of shame and part of my journey is separating those things. Being aware of your triggers/feelings etc. is a big part of it and you're here too, so it's a start. Keep reaching out. There's a lot of great resources and guys on here that have a lot to offer.