TryToBeHappy
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Hello guys! First of all, sorry for my broken English, couse i am no a native speaker.
Well, i'll try to tell my full story story soon enough. Now i'll just mention that i have been a hardcore porn user for a very very long time. Now i am 27 years old, and i have escalated from classic scenes to well... some very extreme stuff, mb i'll tell about that in future, all i can say now, that it is very unnatural, and of course very embarrassing.
As i said i was porn user for a long time. And i didn't have real sex for an ages. And i didn't care much about that a lot. Because thought that everyone do it, and they dont have any problems, and... wikipedia says that there is no such thing as porn addiction. And i was sure, that when it comes to sex with real girl everything would be OK. I was wrong. Ofcourse. And that is why now i am here. Problems with erection. Yes it is. At first i was desperate, but after several days i stumbled upon youtube video of PIED, and found YourBrainOnPorn, and this website. I was really glad to know, that a lot of people have EXECTLY the same symptoms that i have. Escalating of porn "hardness", ED problems.. etc. I stared reboot. I dont watch porn for 1 mouth already. Still have very embarrassing fantasies. Masturbated only 1 time during this mounth.
So guys, here is a problem which urged me to create thread here. The problem is that i'am dating with a girl right now. As i think you already understood, not all goes well into the bed. ED almost all the time and PE. Anyway we have some kind of sex with my GF, but here is a dilemma appears. I really want to make my girl happy and if i get my little friend hard eventually i try not to ejaculate until she get satisfaction. Problem is, that it is really hard for me, i have to control my mind every second, and even so, sometimes i almost ejaculate. And the worst thing that several times i ejaculated partly. Like i didnt have an orgasm, but part of my seed went out. It is very unpleasant experience, and more, i have some paint into my dick after that. Dilemma is that do i need to masturbate after that or better not? Ofcourse i want to make my rebooting as effective as i can, but still it is very unnatural to have this unfinished ejaculations. So what you guys can advise me?
PS ofcouse no porn/fantasies.
PPS Hell, only today i stumbled upon an article about edging. Now iam really frenzy, because i did edging right this morning, without porn ofcourse and this was first time, but still... very very bad
Well, i'll try to tell my full story story soon enough. Now i'll just mention that i have been a hardcore porn user for a very very long time. Now i am 27 years old, and i have escalated from classic scenes to well... some very extreme stuff, mb i'll tell about that in future, all i can say now, that it is very unnatural, and of course very embarrassing.
As i said i was porn user for a long time. And i didn't have real sex for an ages. And i didn't care much about that a lot. Because thought that everyone do it, and they dont have any problems, and... wikipedia says that there is no such thing as porn addiction. And i was sure, that when it comes to sex with real girl everything would be OK. I was wrong. Ofcourse. And that is why now i am here. Problems with erection. Yes it is. At first i was desperate, but after several days i stumbled upon youtube video of PIED, and found YourBrainOnPorn, and this website. I was really glad to know, that a lot of people have EXECTLY the same symptoms that i have. Escalating of porn "hardness", ED problems.. etc. I stared reboot. I dont watch porn for 1 mouth already. Still have very embarrassing fantasies. Masturbated only 1 time during this mounth.
So guys, here is a problem which urged me to create thread here. The problem is that i'am dating with a girl right now. As i think you already understood, not all goes well into the bed. ED almost all the time and PE. Anyway we have some kind of sex with my GF, but here is a dilemma appears. I really want to make my girl happy and if i get my little friend hard eventually i try not to ejaculate until she get satisfaction. Problem is, that it is really hard for me, i have to control my mind every second, and even so, sometimes i almost ejaculate. And the worst thing that several times i ejaculated partly. Like i didnt have an orgasm, but part of my seed went out. It is very unpleasant experience, and more, i have some paint into my dick after that. Dilemma is that do i need to masturbate after that or better not? Ofcourse i want to make my rebooting as effective as i can, but still it is very unnatural to have this unfinished ejaculations. So what you guys can advise me?
PS ofcouse no porn/fantasies.
PPS Hell, only today i stumbled upon an article about edging. Now iam really frenzy, because i did edging right this morning, without porn ofcourse and this was first time, but still... very very bad