52 days in hard mode reboot - Still no morning wood?

[bluegates]

I've made some other threads in this section so you can find my full backstory in my last thread but I'm starting to get very concerned now.

I'm 19 years old, 52 days in of hard mode reboot, no visual stimulation at all, no M, no O. The only change I feel at this time is that my addiction is dead, I have no urges to PMO anymore and I really don't want to, i'm disgusted by my old habit.

30 days - wet dream
32 days - wet dream
40 days - sporadic morning wood
52 days - still no real morning wood, no more addiction at this point, definitely don't want to PMO just want the real thing

Still no morning wood at 52 days, most of the other stories see progress at at least the halfway mark.

 

[Stevew]

Have you watched very extreme porn? Also did you get a full erection when watching porn? Morning wood during periods of porn and masturbation?

 

[bluegates]

Have you watched very extreme porn? Also did you get a full erection when watching porn? Morning wood during periods of porn and masturbation?

I never escalated to any sort of extreme porn, always softcore/lesbian/standard stuff

I guess I got a 70%ish erection with porn it depended on the day. I can track when my 100% erections with porn stopped, I guess it was about 11 months ago but I was still PMO'ing.
I know my PIED isn't the worst because I've only been PMO'ing for a few years AND the PIED started about a year ago so i've caught it early enough AND I can get a 70-80% erection with my girlfriend BUT I couldn't maintain it and then it would go soft.

 

[Stevew]

Thats weird cause i've been PMOing for probable a good 2-3 years although i did quite alot of the time masturbate without porn. But i did start escalating to more extreme porn.... however when i started a 2 week reboot i did still get morning wood on and off and a wet dream. I guess it effect other more? Stick at it for sure though, it may be partly anxiety? I mean can you easily masturbate with no thought like and maintain and climax? Thats when you know you should be able to have sex.
Have you been using a very hard grip? You may have death grip?
Keep at it though.
Do you have sex dreams? When i stopped i had one almost every night for the first few days.

 

[bluegates]

masturbate with no thought like and maintain and climax? Thats when you know you should be able to have sex.
Have you been using a very hard grip? You may have death grip?
Keep at it though.
Do you have sex dreams? When i stopped i had one almost every night for the first few days.

I definitely use to have to death grip to jack it lol, my arm would actually ache!
I think my sensitivity is coming back though, after not touching it at all for 2 months a little bit of stroking can get me very hard.

In my first wet dream I was dry humping a girl and then I came in the dream and then I woke up lol!

 

[OSS]

Grats on making it this far on hard mode.

Remember morning wood also has a lot to do with how you wake up. If you wake up to an alarm every morning, waking up from the wrong sleep stage you won't get morning wood whether you're fully rebooted or not. If you wake up when your body decides to wake you up and lay in bed for 15 minutes before getting up and there's no sign of morning wood then I'd assume your body is not capable of morning wood just yet. IIRC it took Gabe 90 days to seen morning wood.

Are you flatlining?

When you say "no real morning wood" do you mean you do have morning wood but it's only like 50% and only stays for a short time?

 

[bluegates]

Grats on making it this far on hard mode.

Remember morning wood also has a lot to do with how you wake up. If you wake up to an alarm every morning, waking up from the wrong sleep stage you won't get morning wood whether you're fully rebooted or not. If you wake up when your body decides to wake you up and lay in bed for 15 minutes before getting up and there's no sign of morning wood then I'd assume your body is not capable of morning wood just yet. IIRC it took Gabe 90 days to seen morning wood.

Are you flatlining?

When you say "no real morning wood" do you mean you do have morning wood but it's only like 50% and only stays for a short time?

Yeah, ocassionally I get really weak morning wood like you said. It's wierd because I feel like im out of the flatline, my penis isn't shrivelled anymore, my head feels clear, I still get the odd moodswings but I have no urges anymore at all, I really DONT WANT to PMO, I just want the real thing again when by girlfriend is back from studying abroad.

When I was flatlining hard the little guy was shrivelled up, I was super down, I had super urges for about a week then they got progressively weaker until they aren't there anymore. It's wierd because I feel READY in my head, the demon of PMO addiction means nothing to me anymore, but I guess my brain is still rebooting.

I think my plan might be to get to 150 days no PMO hard mode then if no improvements with morning wood i'll just try and MO because i've read on YBOP.com about kickstarting your libido with a porn free O.