Hey guys.
This week has been so hectic. None of the work, i would've hoped to be finished with by tomorrow has been done. Not because i havent tried to do my studies and sidejobs, but simply of reasons, that were out of my control. And that is really triggering me, moving in, towards the weekend. Alot of porn flashbacks, heart-racing, when hit from cravings and so on. Panic atttacks.
Havent led to relapse, but it is really hard to keep going strong, even though that is what i want. I will not give in. And i just had to share that with you.
Thanks for reading - Take care!
This week has been so hectic. None of the work, i would've hoped to be finished with by tomorrow has been done. Not because i havent tried to do my studies and sidejobs, but simply of reasons, that were out of my control. And that is really triggering me, moving in, towards the weekend. Alot of porn flashbacks, heart-racing, when hit from cravings and so on. Panic atttacks.
Havent led to relapse, but it is really hard to keep going strong, even though that is what i want. I will not give in. And i just had to share that with you.
Thanks for reading - Take care!