I am so very disappointed in myself.
This morning I allowed myself to fall into that familiar trap of Pornography. I didn't want to but the urge was to strong. Laying in bed feeling sorry for myself I browsed those old familiar websites drinking in images. I stopped but found myself returning.
I didn't masturbate but this is still a big loss for me. Rebooting was at least something I was consciously doing that I felt good about.
I will try again.
This morning I allowed myself to fall into that familiar trap of Pornography. I didn't want to but the urge was to strong. Laying in bed feeling sorry for myself I browsed those old familiar websites drinking in images. I stopped but found myself returning.
I didn't masturbate but this is still a big loss for me. Rebooting was at least something I was consciously doing that I felt good about.
I will try again.