Oncemore04
Member
Hi everyone,
I?ve been lurking on reboot nation for some time; this is my first post. My name is Steve. I am 60 years old, bisexual. I?ve been married to a wonderful woman for 37 years. She has known about my sexuality since before we married. She has told me that it does not bother her at all, and I believe that. I have other addictions, and I have 21 years of sobriety from alcohol under my belt. My porn use became an addiction about 10 years ago, but there were times earlier in life when I used it obsessively. My actions have hurt my wife terribly, and I am feeling raw right now. I was up to 36 days with no PMO, but she confronted me because she found that I was looking at pix of shirtless men. I feel stupid that I let myself think that those images were not pornography. I didn?t M over them, but I have to be honest with myself and admit that my motivation for looking was arousal. The journey begins anew today.
I?ve been lurking on reboot nation for some time; this is my first post. My name is Steve. I am 60 years old, bisexual. I?ve been married to a wonderful woman for 37 years. She has known about my sexuality since before we married. She has told me that it does not bother her at all, and I believe that. I have other addictions, and I have 21 years of sobriety from alcohol under my belt. My porn use became an addiction about 10 years ago, but there were times earlier in life when I used it obsessively. My actions have hurt my wife terribly, and I am feeling raw right now. I was up to 36 days with no PMO, but she confronted me because she found that I was looking at pix of shirtless men. I feel stupid that I let myself think that those images were not pornography. I didn?t M over them, but I have to be honest with myself and admit that my motivation for looking was arousal. The journey begins anew today.