Morning wood and wet dreams

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Salutes my rebooters.

My name is George, im 23 years old, and I suffer from PIED.

I lost my virginity when I was 19 years old, and 8 women later, I cant still get a normal erection. The fact that I could only get rockhard with oral sex seemed very interesting to me, as it was my favorite porn category. On the other hand, penetration would take my erection away in a matter of minutes, and sometimes even the act of putting a condom would destroy the erection in a few seconds. After reading about the physical and psicological effects of pornography, and searching around different websites and youtube channels, I decided to quit porn and masturbation instantly.

These are some of the symptoms that convinced me about PIED:
-Cant really masturbate without watching or thinking about porn (In the second one I get rockhard when im reaching climax)
-Technically im a virgin, as my erections always fade away in a few seconds.
-I can only enjoy oral sex, although it takes around 30 min to cum, and I always need to masturbate to finish (with the exception of two times)
-I dont feel comfortable masturbating while standing up or being laid in the bed. I need to be sat down.
-I NEVER had morning woods (with some exceptions)
-I NEVER had a wet dream

At the moment im on a nofap/noporn journey. The goal is to reach 90 days and then set a lifetime goal. I will describe my porn consumption to see if someone can give me some feedback about the process:
I watched porn since I was 11 and probably started to masturbate around 13. I got the habbit of having edging sessions that would take about 30m-1h sessions with multiple tabs. I normally masturbate 1 time per day.

I think that my abscense of morning woods and wet dreams has to do with the fact of starting to watch porn in such a young age, but I would like to see some shared opinions.

At the moment im experiencing a flatline. My dick feels absolutely dead, but I could not care less. This will be a long process.

By the way, I strongly recommend to anyone who reads this to check this youtube channel: The Universal man.
You will learn tones about self development, discipline, male psyche and more. It provides a lot of information on how to handdle rebooting.

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