Project King

Journal Log 2/21/21
-Had a wet dream and the amount that came out was shocking.  It was like a full blown orgasm.
-starting to handle my stressors well.
-libido is up
-am a lot more chatty with random people. When normally I couldn't hold a conversation
 
Journal Log 2/22/21
-I dont think I have any more urges or temptations to porn.
-I dont think about it anymore.  When I see naked pictures, I just brush it off
-Ive had more time than I know what to do with on my days off work.
-Need more productivity.
 
Journal Log 2/25/21
-as the days and weeks go on, it gets easier to not think about porn
-im fantasizing more about a person than I do porn.
-5 more days till the 30 day mark.
-im almost, always horny.  And more flirtatious
 
Journal Log 2/28/21
-i had a wet dream.  Definitely needed.
-Im at the point, where I'm confident I won't PMO ever again.
-now I need to start practicing sex and rewiring my brain to people instead of porn.
 
Journal Log 3/1/21
-Feeling good. Haven't been extremely horny after my wet dream.
-Tomorrow will be my day 30 of No PMO
-I plan on having sex soon to see how my penis is still functioning.
 
Journal Log 3/2/21
-Im Frustrated!!!.... Tried having sex with someone I find extremely attracted to and I couldn't get hard. (The same fuck buddy in my story in the beginning)
-I find it odd that I can have sex easily with my partner but when it comes to outside my relationship with a different sexual partner, my penis doesn't work.
-I know its only been 30 days, but I've been doing very well with my relationship, sexually. But I want to be able to fuck with others and perform.
-am I trying to force it too much??
-i don't know what to do right now. 
-please help me understand myself because I clearly don't anymore....I thought I was getting it down but there must be a different cause that's affect my penis/mind.
-i will continue to do NOFAP!!!
 
Journal Log 3/5/21
-Attempted to have sex with the fuck buddy. Got hard but couldn't really maintain it.
-improvements i guess.
-Will try again in The future.
-Dont care about Porn anymore or even masturbating. Would rather wait for sex.
 
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