Hi , I have been married for 4 years now , however my marriage remains non consumated . During the initial days there was excitement with my wife , however I did not go all the way and the fact of penetrated sex got delayed and porn was my only source of relief , I have been watching porn for 10 years now , I have been going for counselling and to sexologists for the last year , however the fact remains that my excitement levels are non existent with my wife , while I do love her , this has been a major issue , however when I watch my kind of porn , the response is immediate . I have installed some blocker apps however after a point I have too much urge and uninstall it , now my marriage and my entire life are at cross roads , I am still fighting the battle, hoping I somehow come.out of this situation , any further guidance would help