Hello forum.
I am a 22 year old male and since around the age of 11 I have been watching pornography. I cannot well recall exactly what kind of material I started out with but it was certainly light heterosexual material, likely photographs of celebs or porn stars that I could find with my natural skills with computers. It only took a few years for me to get into the hardcore stuff, and before long my go-to porn was lesbian porn, which up until now I have favored above all other types of porn. That, however, is absolutely mild compared the the fetishes and sexual deviations I got into both online and offline over the past few years. They range from extreme porn, to cam sex chat, to craigslist and escort encounters.
So, recently I have dug up the will and ability to consciously observe where I had gotten myself in life. I have failed out of college, never had a girlfriend or real sexual intercourse outside of those arranged encounters, and had few friends who were losing trust and interest in me. And I knew that I was right on the brink of really hurting my family who also constantly wonder what is wrong with me due to my asocial behavior and attitude.
I have read the e-book Your Brain on Porn and also read some stories of people like you guys who were also struggling with the same kinds of things that I was. The scientific studies that have shown the harmful effects of porn have made me reevaluate society-induced views that I had of it, and the success stories have made me hopeful and curious of where I can go if I can relieve my addiction.
Will journalize my thoughts and progress.
I am a 22 year old male and since around the age of 11 I have been watching pornography. I cannot well recall exactly what kind of material I started out with but it was certainly light heterosexual material, likely photographs of celebs or porn stars that I could find with my natural skills with computers. It only took a few years for me to get into the hardcore stuff, and before long my go-to porn was lesbian porn, which up until now I have favored above all other types of porn. That, however, is absolutely mild compared the the fetishes and sexual deviations I got into both online and offline over the past few years. They range from extreme porn, to cam sex chat, to craigslist and escort encounters.
So, recently I have dug up the will and ability to consciously observe where I had gotten myself in life. I have failed out of college, never had a girlfriend or real sexual intercourse outside of those arranged encounters, and had few friends who were losing trust and interest in me. And I knew that I was right on the brink of really hurting my family who also constantly wonder what is wrong with me due to my asocial behavior and attitude.
I have read the e-book Your Brain on Porn and also read some stories of people like you guys who were also struggling with the same kinds of things that I was. The scientific studies that have shown the harmful effects of porn have made me reevaluate society-induced views that I had of it, and the success stories have made me hopeful and curious of where I can go if I can relieve my addiction.
Will journalize my thoughts and progress.