It started suddenly when on June 8 2020, I went to PMO session and suddenly I could not get even a little erection, Prior to that I have never had any issue with erections and seriously I never monitored by Morning Wood as I did not cared about it. The next day though I had some morning wood but my Penis was shrunk completely and did not responded anyway.
After that day I decided to leave porn forever, but it was not easy, I also found that I was unable to Masturbate without porn by myself, (most of the time), so I would try to get an erection then fail in it and then go to porn( where I could get erection ), I was unable to get hard to pics most of the time so I relapsed many times at that until in October i got a fracture and had to go for a surgery, so after October 19 I haven't looked at porn. So I have been porn free for effectively more than 3 months.
Fast forward today, I am able to get erection by just my hand without any thinking which is good , but problem is I cant get hard after I have masturbated for some days ( I masturbate once per week now with no problem ), so effectively I have to wait for a at least week to get back to get hard by touch ( I am pretty sure if i Watch porn now ever after ejaculation I would be able to get hard again but I would never do that )
I mean I don't want to masturbate so often but I Worry if I would be able to have consistent sex when I break my Virginity whenever my partner wants it. Btw I Have never been intimate with a real woman.
Another Problem is that I am not getting regular morning woods, I get some kind of MW but its too weak to be called as a morning wood and they often disappear after orgasm day.
Also my Libido is not good and most of the time its low, I takes time to build up and soon after ejaculation it goes to level zero, Though I haven't flatlined that bad with penis shrunk completely since I have left Porn but still once i a while it gets shrinked. Also I am getting these weird symptoms like suddenly my heart starts to do thumping really hard, I also feel palpitations that make it really hard to sleep and rest is that a kind of withdrawal symptom ( anybody ??).
I am fit, and working out since I was 19, not fat but lean, I do HIITs pretty intense, ( doc told me this cannot be low T problem and did not ordered the test, He just told me by looking how i Look, lean, and full of beard ).
Any body like me.
Also I have doubts about the reboot I my mind that will I ever be 100% cured or not, or would I would have to depend on it always to get glimpse of erection once in a while.
