Relapsed on day 38! What have I done?!?!

Relapsed on day 38! I feel awful as I binged lots that day and even binged a little the following week (including today). What have I done, I was doing so well. I just felt so depressed and I was alone for the first time in a while... when I O'ed I felt good for a while but now see how stupid I was. I am announcing that I am back on NoFap, wish me luck boys! I really need it as I assumed I was stronger then this (and to be honest internally judged everyone who I read relapsed). Now I see I need to be less proud and more dedicated.

Thank you,

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