biff88mph
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I'm 27 and have been living in the porn shell since I was around 18 and went to live in Vancouver Canada for a couple of years. I ended up taking a lot of drugs, one of which being method amphetamines which lead to me watching porn on on old videos and DVDs which a neighbour in the building had boxes off, I would sit for hours and hours watching and masturbating. I remember the very 1st trigger I had over there was an advertisement for an exercise machine that featured 2 women in Lycra, I sat for many hours changing channels to find the ad like a mentalist. This was the 2nd year living in vancouver, i had been normal, going out and meeting women and having sex without issue in the previous year before taking drugs. This whole period in my life set me up for years of masturbation addiction and pied. I returned home to ireland and resumed a 'life' without drugs except porn which I consider a drug of sorts. I have always experienced e.d and have only had 1 successful intercourse experience since, with many awkward situations in between! I've given up trying with women and distance myself from opportunities that arise from time to time, masturbating about what might have happened instead.
So anyway, I don't want to make this too long, but I'm going to have a serious attempt at quitting porn and masturbation starting today. I just want to live a normal life and be able to maintain a sexual relationship with a woman. I also race motorcycles and believe that quitting this addiction would help my concentration for that, even having to work on my bike I can't be bothered to do half the time which I think is another consequence. Before the racing commences next spring I hope I'm a different person!
I wish everybody good luck to achieve whatever it is your wanting out of your reboot. Thanks for reading
So anyway, I don't want to make this too long, but I'm going to have a serious attempt at quitting porn and masturbation starting today. I just want to live a normal life and be able to maintain a sexual relationship with a woman. I also race motorcycles and believe that quitting this addiction would help my concentration for that, even having to work on my bike I can't be bothered to do half the time which I think is another consequence. Before the racing commences next spring I hope I'm a different person!
I wish everybody good luck to achieve whatever it is your wanting out of your reboot. Thanks for reading