Can somebody explain? please help

datkid93

Active Member
So I keep finding that Im cumming my pants while sleeping it seems more than before than earlier in my reboot and I dont know what to make of it? I had an intense wet dream 2 nights ago and woke up again tonight to another nocturnal emission to something that I believe was porn induced.  Long story short I consider myself a straight male, but after too much porn usage I found myself escalating into gay stuff which I have developed an intense arousal for.  I literally drifted off to sleep for about 15 minutes and was awoken my this.  Had no hypersexual thoughts before going to bed, but I did awake after about 2 hours of sleep and then had this dream immediately once I tried to go to sleep again. I also did eat something like 30 minutes before going to bed. During the today I seem to be able to fend thoughts and keep them to a minimum but find that I keep orgasming very easily the further I get into my reboot. When I consciously awake I dont know know how to feel about what just happened and dont get much of a chaser effect because I have no desire to consciously engage in this activity or look at porn. What the hell is going on? Should I be worried about these emissions?I also notice that I dont really get that massive dopamine blast from these emission not like from PMO? Will these fade over time? Is this thwarting my progress because I started noticing my libido coming back with women during the first 69 days until I had my first wet dream, since then its flatlined.
 

jkkk

Well-Known Member
Hey there Datkid93,

Relax, things will get better. Keep yourself in the program. Your brain and body is going through a massive reprogramming and that simple may be one of the symptoms.

Also, you can do nothing about nocturnal emmissions - and with regard to reboot and recovery, as a principle, you should only be concerned by things that are within your control. So don't worry.

Give it a few weeks and see what happens.

J.
 
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