Im 27 years old and I've been looking at porn i guess since middle school. I usually look at P 3-4 times a week and most times i can turn it off before i get carried away. I found YBOP about a year ago and porn cold turkey for 40 days. I don't recall the reason for relapsing but i did. After that i never saw how my habit effected me socially, sexually, or physically until i recently started dating a girl that i really cared for. We didnt have sex right off the bat but when we finally started having sex it was great, much better than the drunken late night hookups i was used to. I began to notice though when we were not together, instead of looking forward to sex with her, I was thinking about watching other people have sex online (and she is better looking than a lot of the girls in P). Even when we are together i dont get the high i get from watching porn, fap or not. I think i love this girl and i dont want to ruin what we have by not dealing with this. Regardless of what ends up happening with her I want porn out of my life for good.
Finally see where its effecting me
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