Before i start, thank you already for reading this. O yes and pardon my English.
So, i will make my introduction short. I am 21 years old and i have been struggling with PE for about 3 years now. It all started with my first sex experience at the age of 18. But of course i had been watching porn since 12 years old. I do not consider myself as a porn addict but i think have watched enough porn in my life that has messed up my way i look at sex. I think the problem is i only concentrate on ejaculation rather then the hole experience of sex. The bigger problem was, that the hole thing has started to cause anxiety. For the last year, all my focus goes to sex, sex thoughts and masturbation. I feel the need to mastrubate just because i cant stop thinking of it and those same sex thoughts about everything.
Every time i talk to women i start the same thinking " would she like if she knew..." or " or sime kind of sex thoughts involving her" ... Im scared im addicted to those kind of thinking rather than porn. Bur of course watching porn and other trigers has been effecting me. Anyway, i think this anxiety has starting to get real, it has stared to affect all aspects of my life. Everywhere i go, same kind of thinking same kind of feeling afraid of something i dont know WHAT!! To keep this short, i believe that quitting porn, and quitting or just minimizing MO would help and have some kind of benefits. I have try to quit all ready but of course i failed.
So i decided to try it like this, with you guys!!
I happy to hear your tips or anything!
Promise i will keep my next reports short
Thank you!!!
So, i will make my introduction short. I am 21 years old and i have been struggling with PE for about 3 years now. It all started with my first sex experience at the age of 18. But of course i had been watching porn since 12 years old. I do not consider myself as a porn addict but i think have watched enough porn in my life that has messed up my way i look at sex. I think the problem is i only concentrate on ejaculation rather then the hole experience of sex. The bigger problem was, that the hole thing has started to cause anxiety. For the last year, all my focus goes to sex, sex thoughts and masturbation. I feel the need to mastrubate just because i cant stop thinking of it and those same sex thoughts about everything.
Every time i talk to women i start the same thinking " would she like if she knew..." or " or sime kind of sex thoughts involving her" ... Im scared im addicted to those kind of thinking rather than porn. Bur of course watching porn and other trigers has been effecting me. Anyway, i think this anxiety has starting to get real, it has stared to affect all aspects of my life. Everywhere i go, same kind of thinking same kind of feeling afraid of something i dont know WHAT!! To keep this short, i believe that quitting porn, and quitting or just minimizing MO would help and have some kind of benefits. I have try to quit all ready but of course i failed.
So i decided to try it like this, with you guys!!
I happy to hear your tips or anything!
Promise i will keep my next reports short
Thank you!!!
