intuitiveintimacy
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Cutting a long story short, I'm 35.
Started PMOing since 12. Really got bad at Uni when I had my own laptop and broadband internet. No social life, no girlfriend, severe social anxiety.
In my early 20's I developed PIED. It was a KILLER to my self esteem and my ability to have sex.
By 24 discovered yourbrainonporn and changed my whole life. Went cold turkey for 3 months, severe withdrawal symptoms. But by 2.5 months my erections came back!
Unfortunately went back to my old porn ways and PIED came back. Struggled with it ever since. Went cold turkey and celibate for 3 years. Didn't recover fully.
Did a lot of inner work on myself, help understand my patterns of behavior.
Was lead by higher intuition in to the most beautiful relationship I've ever had. Struggled with ED in the last 2 years while using drugs to help every so often.
Have been clean from PMO for nearly 6 weeks and my erections were coming back, natural, better than it has been for a long time.
But fucked up on Sunday night, no idea why!
Decided to write a blog and track my journey. I'm committed to this being over and done with to be honest. I want health and I want to step out of my own way!
Started PMOing since 12. Really got bad at Uni when I had my own laptop and broadband internet. No social life, no girlfriend, severe social anxiety.
In my early 20's I developed PIED. It was a KILLER to my self esteem and my ability to have sex.
By 24 discovered yourbrainonporn and changed my whole life. Went cold turkey for 3 months, severe withdrawal symptoms. But by 2.5 months my erections came back!
Unfortunately went back to my old porn ways and PIED came back. Struggled with it ever since. Went cold turkey and celibate for 3 years. Didn't recover fully.
Did a lot of inner work on myself, help understand my patterns of behavior.
Was lead by higher intuition in to the most beautiful relationship I've ever had. Struggled with ED in the last 2 years while using drugs to help every so often.
Have been clean from PMO for nearly 6 weeks and my erections were coming back, natural, better than it has been for a long time.
But fucked up on Sunday night, no idea why!
Decided to write a blog and track my journey. I'm committed to this being over and done with to be honest. I want health and I want to step out of my own way!