It seem that a lot of people use a Higher Power which I'll call Divine Consciousness, I got possessed by the appealing feeling and went on a binger. Today. Most possibly for the next 2-3 weeks I can get the thoughts, feelings and emotions out of my life and not really think about them but when they come in swinging I have been getting KO. Probably the first thing to do is get rid of the the girls I lust, I love the sluts on the sites beyond time
to rescue myself form myself. Got an old girlfriend threating to sue me wants my 2 pickups, RV ,$12000.00 , I think to myself I'm a senior citizen I think what's stupid worth, I don't think as well, don't want to be around others, free classes that I'm taking at the college I'm just going through the motions, checking out my next fantasy girl ,annoyed ,anxious, OCD and the symptoms that other compulsive sex mongers endure. I guess the main topic is to be successful with what life is left could be in a recession soon but Lets not get going in that direction, I can say there isn't much time to say lets party, time to get numb any longer. I would just as soon get my paralegal skills together so I can keep my belongings and be somewhat coherent, consciously aware and finally feel good about myself as Soul for I have seldom have I ever. Hard habits to break, lifetime of being in the band yet not being able to keep the rhythm being out of sync. Time to start applying the suggestions that everyone promotes ,journaling, execersis. etc. The past is gone the future hasn't happened yet so i's time to keep busy productively procrastination is a attachment. I will go forward.