After a lot of struggle

The reason I started my reboot journey is because after this one day, I can't get erect. I was freaked out because it never happened to me before. And then while watching youtube I found a video that explain about PIED and finally got to this forum. I've read a lot of stories regarding PIED and I want to be cured from it. So I started my reboot journey.

During my reboot process, a lot had happened. I started my reboot journey without PMO in my daily life as a student. My routine is, classes, chatting with my friends, and working out at evening. Also, I did take cold showers once daily, sometimes twice. My journey is great until I met a girl, she was really nice, pretty, and we spend night together. I think it was my 10th day, I felt really horny and we kissed a lot, teased a lot but, we didn't have sex. But my erection at that time is pretty strong and she give me a handjob and I fingered her. It was really nice cause I finally get an orgasm without porn but get it from a real girl. After I met her, I still can refrain my self from watching porn or masturbating alone. But untill one day, I finally can't control my self and finally I relapsed. I felt terrible.

My longest streak is 19 days. Then, I started again. Unfortunately, I relapsed again after 4 days. Then I started again my journey without PMO, and now I'm on my 13th days. But, on 11th days, I met a girl, then, we spend night together. But this time, we had sex. It was really intense. What surprising is that, I had sex longer than i had before. It last around more than 20 minutes but still I didn't cum. We both really tired so she give me a handjob and I cum in less than 2 minutes. I'm thinking why it took forever to cum while having sex but when i get a handjob, I cum in less then 2 minutes. Is this same as delayed ejaculation? And how can I fix this?
 
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