After 13 years of unsuccessfully stopping (I'm 27 now), today I decided: it was enough

[therealwlc]

I'm 27 with great opportunities in my life, a marriage with a wonderful wife, and a crippling porn addiction that cost me so many opportunities in my life, I'm not even able to think about it. Today, after a 6 months long especially deep pit I've dug myself into, it's finally time to STOP. For good. It has been months since I've been able to do it for 1 day (!). Except vacation, where I didn't have any responsibility to escape from.

Now, it seems to be a miracle to be able to last even 1-2 days. But I won't give up. Tomorrow, I won't watch porn and will not masturbate. Let's see how this goes.

 

[ThewayIam]

Good luck man, tracking you. We are on the same path, it is also a miracle for me to go more than 1 or 2 even if I have been trying to quit it for 6 years and have been addicted to it for 10 years. I just believe that we need a well scheduled recovery program that will testify our readiness and willingness to recover.

 

[therealwlc]

Good luck man, tracking you. We are on the same path, it is also a miracle for me to go more than 1 or 2 even if I have been trying to quit it for 6 years and have been addicted to it for 10 years. I just believe that we need a well scheduled recovery program that will testify our readiness and willingness to recover.

Thanks!

Also, an update: yesterday went well, starting day 2.

 

[therealwlc]

Today (DAY2) also went well. Although it was the weekend, had sex with my wife both days. Not sure how well itt will go without porn next week when there's much more stress and anxiety.