HOCD can 100% be cured with nofap. Escalating to porn that is outside your normal tastes or preferences (even to content that you once would have found shocking or horrifying) is actually a very common symptom of porn use. You are not alone, and just like thousands (probably hundreds of thousands) of guys before you, you CAN do this and it WILL make things better.
What really helps is getting educated on what you are up against, and getting involved in a support community like this one. To educate yourself about porn addiction and the basics of rebooting, I recommend reading this article
here, and watching this video
here, and then go from there. Many blessings to you SuccessPower, I hope that your username soon becomes your reality.
