Day 1

[Blacklightin]

So I’m at day 1
I can be real honest with you, I’m so tired of fighting this thing. It’s almost as if I want to give up trying. It’s been a fight of trying to stop for the last 3 years… the most I’ve gotten was 63 days.
not almost seems like I’ve tried everything!
I’m 29 years old, pretty normal guy, good looking. But this addiction makes me feel
Ugly and gross.
I’m not having sex at all, personal choice.
If folks knew I had this addiction they would be shocked.
I wanna stop.

 

[Blacklightin]

I haven't been on this site for too long, bit so far I've seen a wide array of strategies designed for fighting off P(MO). If you don't mind listing off the methods that you've tried out somebody might chime in with something refreshing for you to consider

I’ve tried keeping phone out of my room, leaving the computer in the living room. Blocking porn sites on my phone, but whenever I get the urge I end of finding sites anyway which is really desperate. I’ve been counting the days of no PMO, I have a calendar and I put a smiley face for when I don’t PMO and then I put a sad face if I relapsed that day. If I masturbate with out porn I put a small m. This helps me keep up with my progress….