My daily journal

Illmind

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Day 7

Had a few erections yesterday without any artificial stimulation

Today I also had another erection with no stimulation but I think I have these erections because of sitting on the chair studying for hours but for me anything erections is goo since I’ve had a serious flatline before deciding to quit and I it feels like there’s something down there for a change the past few days it felt like I had do penis at all I am truly happy for the progress ow to also mansion that prior to day 7 I had serious social anxiety spent 5 days without sleep, brain frog, depression, I couldn’t accept my situation and feeling like my girlfriend would leave me if she found out about my situation

After doing a lot of research trying to understand my situation I got a lot better knowing I will be fine for me it didn’t matter when I would be fine as long as I’ll be fine even if it took 5 years I’d solely be happy

What I was able to pick up after doing my research was out of all the stories there was few unsuccessful stories with only about 2-5% and I thought maybe it was people only sharing success stories only on the net

But regardless of that everyone was recovering and that was good enough to give me hope

Ow did I also mention I am more productive now and able to concentrate and I decided to spend a lot of time with my family and that gives me courage to have these people around me even though I decided not to tell my mom about my situation as I know it would destroy her I know how much she cares about me

I have also decided to quit social media for good and I will only use it during school holidays to make sure I take care my mental health

Also today is the day I am deciding to tell my girlfriend
 

Fappy

Respected Member
its good to know what youre up against, a lot of guys go their whole lives without knowing what the source of their problem is! as captain america says (or is it G.I Joe...) "Knowing is half the battle!"
are you really sure about telling your girlfriend? it could make things worse in that if she overreacts (as a lot of them do) and things go sour you might end up even more depressed. and when youre dperessed and stressed what do you do? Porn. just be 100% sure of what could fuck up by telling her about it.
 
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