I'm not watching porn but i get butterfly's in my chest similar to those...

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Stevew

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Ok so occasional during moments of real urges to watch porn i kind of feel strong butterfly's in my chest... is that a dopamine releasing or something? I mean i try not to think about it but doing that alone creates those feelings. Is this going to slow me down and/or just as bad as watching porn? I mean my guess is no but it's best trying to avoid this but i wanted peoples opinions.
Thanks!
Steve
 
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OSS

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You're basically back at day 0..

/Sarcasm


When rebooting it's only an issue if you INTENTIONALLY seek porn or indulge in it.
 
Innocence

Innocence

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To be really honest, those butterflies you are talking about is my first goal.
To return those feelings, I haven't felt them in years.
I think, being able to feel those butterflies, is an amazing progress!

Keep it up buddy!
 
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Stevew

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Well i get strong ones during urges and thinking of watching porn so i'm not sure if that's necessarily an amazing sign (i mean i feel something twinge a bit when i think about real girls). I'm 4 weeks in. I've escalated my porn categorises very much though i fear my reboot may be quite long. And i hope so vispren!
 
Innocence

Innocence

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Stevew said:
Well i get strong ones during urges and thinking of watching porn so i'm not sure if that's necessarily an amazing sign (i mean i feel something twinge a bit when i think about real girls). I'm 4 weeks in. I've escalated my porn categorises very much though i fear my reboot may be quite long. And i hope so vispren!
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I get your drift, but I can only second what Vispren has said.
Your reboot is very powerful and please keep holding on because you're pretty far in my opinion!
 
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Stevew

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Thing is about a week ago i had really strong butterflys and i glimpsed at the porn for a few seconds then shut it, i did that like 2-3 times during that day, since then i have had no urges. I mean it must be 4 weeks no with that mini relapse. I recently got surgery on my penis of which has helped me reboot as the last i thing i want is an erection. I have also been given tablets to stop erections. Is it ok if i think about girls in my school, not like having sex with them just like wanting them without trying to sound creepy?
the app said eating fruit is good when you have urges something to do with glucose and then if that doesn't work a cold shower, i will use that next time i have strong urges.
 
Innocence

Innocence

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Stevew said:
Thing is about a week ago i had really strong butterfly's and i glimpsed at the porn for a few seconds then shut it, I did that like 2-3 times during that day, since then i have had no urges. I mean it must be 4 weeks no with that mini relapse. I recently got surgery on my penis of which has helped me reboot as the last i thing i want is an erection. I have also been given tablets to stop erections. Is it ok if i think about girls in my school, not like having sex with them just like wanting them without trying to sound creepy?
the app said eating fruit is good when you have urges something to do with glucose and then if that doesn't work a cold shower, i will use that next time i have strong urges.
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It maybe sounds like a weird question, but can I ask why you had this surgery?
Also, I believe you did get some dopamine spikes while glimpsing at porn, so pleae try to avoid that.
Usually you should have gotten a flatline or are you past that? 
 
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Stevew

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I'm not sure on the flatline. My flaccid penis has never significantly reduced people often say their penis shrivels up? And i had a 45 degree downwards penis curve and also my penis bulged out on the right.
 
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