Hi my name is Andrea I am 24 years old
And today I watched my latest porn video, I would like to start my much desired restart when difficult especially at the beginning
I have already tried several times to be without porn, there have been periods longer or shorter but I have never been able to reach the goal always falling back into the hole.
I am a porn addict I started masturbating at 14 and watching erotic / pornographic images or movies around the age of 15.
Since then it has been escalating especially in the period of high school or watched different kinds of movies up to more amateur and extreme things in my opinion maybe not for other people.
However I started trying to do things that I saw on sites outside in real life.
I had a hard time relating to the opposite sex in the period of adolescence despite the fact that when they were younger and I still didn't use porn I already had girls.
I masturbated to many girls I could see that I knew or saw on the street or family members.
For me the woman had become a sexual goal, an erotic object without importance and respect.
I have had problems socializing and living - we will experience moments of destabilizing character, constantly sad disappointed, low self-esteem, depression etc.
I've been with a girl I love madly for a couple of years, but at first it was hard because I couldn't reach orgasm, and it was embarrassing for both of us especially for her because she thought it didn't satisfy me
I told her I have this slope and we have had enough and she has been very supportive.
For a while when I was away from her I managed not to see porn for about two months and it was really great I felt more energized and positive then slowly I started watching port again and almost returned to the levels I was before.
Now I am also seeing a specialist to whom I am talking about my problem and for the moment she is very helpful to me.
But I would like to get rid of this burden because it affects my life that of my girlfriend, I want to go back to being light and carefree in life
Nothing is impossible but it will certainly be a VERY hard challenge especially at the beginning but as so many people have managed to overcome it, I can do it too
For all the people like me who are here talking about porn addiction have already taken a very important step which is to understand that you have a problem.
We can help each other
Thanks. 22/09/2021
And today I watched my latest porn video, I would like to start my much desired restart when difficult especially at the beginning
I have already tried several times to be without porn, there have been periods longer or shorter but I have never been able to reach the goal always falling back into the hole.
I am a porn addict I started masturbating at 14 and watching erotic / pornographic images or movies around the age of 15.
Since then it has been escalating especially in the period of high school or watched different kinds of movies up to more amateur and extreme things in my opinion maybe not for other people.
However I started trying to do things that I saw on sites outside in real life.
I had a hard time relating to the opposite sex in the period of adolescence despite the fact that when they were younger and I still didn't use porn I already had girls.
I masturbated to many girls I could see that I knew or saw on the street or family members.
For me the woman had become a sexual goal, an erotic object without importance and respect.
I have had problems socializing and living - we will experience moments of destabilizing character, constantly sad disappointed, low self-esteem, depression etc.
I've been with a girl I love madly for a couple of years, but at first it was hard because I couldn't reach orgasm, and it was embarrassing for both of us especially for her because she thought it didn't satisfy me
I told her I have this slope and we have had enough and she has been very supportive.
For a while when I was away from her I managed not to see porn for about two months and it was really great I felt more energized and positive then slowly I started watching port again and almost returned to the levels I was before.
Now I am also seeing a specialist to whom I am talking about my problem and for the moment she is very helpful to me.
But I would like to get rid of this burden because it affects my life that of my girlfriend, I want to go back to being light and carefree in life
Nothing is impossible but it will certainly be a VERY hard challenge especially at the beginning but as so many people have managed to overcome it, I can do it too
For all the people like me who are here talking about porn addiction have already taken a very important step which is to understand that you have a problem.
We can help each other
Thanks. 22/09/2021