Hey guys, this is my first post here so heres a tiny bit of background. Im 21 and I was a daily porn user from about 13-18. I fit the profile of someone who stopped really enjoying porn and was just doing it to do it and watching things way beyond normal porn to get aroused. When I got a girlfriend around 18 I came accross some things saying porn could be damaging and thought maybe that was the reason for my super low libido for my age. I cut out all video but occasionally looked at pictures or fell off briefly but never anything intense. I also still fantasized a lot even though my fantasies were somewhat forced. Fast forward to today, I never got back into heavy stuff but a couple months ago I let myself slip and watch some scenes when I was watching movies and started fantasizing a lot and then it kind of escalated again. For the last 3 weeks I have been watching porn (mild not hardcore) again and I can feel my performance slip with my girlfriend and by absolutely no way do I enjoy sex as much. To be clear I never made a full 90 day reset but however far I get always seems to help. Cutting out fantasies is also key for me. I will still be having sex with my girlfriend during this time. So today I am taking accountability, I hope writing in my journal daily will hold me too it and you guys can see my progress as I go and hopefully guide me when it gets tough. I WILL accomplish this..here goes.
Oct 14 DAY 1
Oct 14 DAY 1