Hello there,
I have been watching porn 8 years now. Everything normal, no problems with girls or anything until last november when i was in bed with this girl and...ED.
Same second time, the third one was a success story! Been with this girl for 3 months until last february. Those 3 months i was watching porn like once or twice per week. From that time until August no girl so porn porn porn. Probably 5 times a week maybe more.
In august i have a chance with another girl and...ED again.
i googled the shit out of it and that brought me here.
So since the 25th of September i decided to quit porn, masturbation, everything and go for a reboot. And let there be flat line. Weeks one and two no boner no nothing, with the exception of an 'excitement' that was rock hard though, at the shower which i ignored.
Third week (a day before yesterday) i was feeling something down there. But when i touched it it was responding. I read a lot of stories about not thinking of porn or fantasising porn related stuff and i actually didn't.
So, it is yesterday night and same thing. It was very late and i had an early waking. Mr penis was awake and i masturbated and finished so that i could sleeplol. Sounds weird but it was very mechanical like having to pee or sthing.
I dont really feel like watching porn or masturbating right now, i have decided that porn doesn't exist for me.
Do you think the yesterday's release was a relapse?
Socially all that time im ok, probably better than before. I feel like having more energy and motivation, but i'm in the uk for studies since i started the whole reboot thing and to be honest i feel i will soon enough have a chance with a girl.
But im a little afraid of EDing.
Sorry for long and maybe boring post, any opinions?
I have been watching porn 8 years now. Everything normal, no problems with girls or anything until last november when i was in bed with this girl and...ED.
Same second time, the third one was a success story! Been with this girl for 3 months until last february. Those 3 months i was watching porn like once or twice per week. From that time until August no girl so porn porn porn. Probably 5 times a week maybe more.
In august i have a chance with another girl and...ED again.
i googled the shit out of it and that brought me here.
So since the 25th of September i decided to quit porn, masturbation, everything and go for a reboot. And let there be flat line. Weeks one and two no boner no nothing, with the exception of an 'excitement' that was rock hard though, at the shower which i ignored.
Third week (a day before yesterday) i was feeling something down there. But when i touched it it was responding. I read a lot of stories about not thinking of porn or fantasising porn related stuff and i actually didn't.
So, it is yesterday night and same thing. It was very late and i had an early waking. Mr penis was awake and i masturbated and finished so that i could sleeplol. Sounds weird but it was very mechanical like having to pee or sthing.
I dont really feel like watching porn or masturbating right now, i have decided that porn doesn't exist for me.
Do you think the yesterday's release was a relapse?
Socially all that time im ok, probably better than before. I feel like having more energy and motivation, but i'm in the uk for studies since i started the whole reboot thing and to be honest i feel i will soon enough have a chance with a girl.
But im a little afraid of EDing.
Sorry for long and maybe boring post, any opinions?
