Day 11,
difficulty: 5/10
I dreamt about getting into my building lift with a new neighbor and hearing how we may fall while going up. She is scared, we hug, it feels really good. Lift ends its way, everything is ok, we end-up our hug, I try to kiss her, she rejects me.
Again no cravings for porn yesterday, but as weekend is coming It is difficult to control urges for sex. Talked with a couple of friends I used to meet, they are not available for the weekend. Also, I came back to IG. On my case it is not a porn-substitute and I don't have the urges of PMO with it, but instead is a tinder-substitute so I start to give some likes here and there (on real profiles, no models or erotic profiles) and see if something comes up.
Despite that, I'm feeling ok. Yesterday's pain is gone. I have a party this Friday night, let's see how it goes.
difficulty: 5/10
I dreamt about getting into my building lift with a new neighbor and hearing how we may fall while going up. She is scared, we hug, it feels really good. Lift ends its way, everything is ok, we end-up our hug, I try to kiss her, she rejects me.
Again no cravings for porn yesterday, but as weekend is coming It is difficult to control urges for sex. Talked with a couple of friends I used to meet, they are not available for the weekend. Also, I came back to IG. On my case it is not a porn-substitute and I don't have the urges of PMO with it, but instead is a tinder-substitute so I start to give some likes here and there (on real profiles, no models or erotic profiles) and see if something comes up.
Despite that, I'm feeling ok. Yesterday's pain is gone. I have a party this Friday night, let's see how it goes.
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