davidsands
New Member
(PS I typed this in class so there are probably a lot of errors and repeated thoughts so just bare with me ask if you need clarification)So heres my story, Ive been on PMO since about 8th grade constantly non stop at least 3 times a day when I woke up some times during the day and before I went to sleep. My problem started when I had my first GF we would make out all of the time and I would get an erection but right before we were about to do it pfft... This continued on for every GF Ive had since then. So instead of trying to stop the PMO. I went the Noble route. So I was hailed by the females telling them I dont want your body I want your mind, I really did but I just couldnt. So this continued on until I dated a few sex addicts one of them burst into tears in my arms because she felt I wasnt attracted to her. Other chicks would just lay in my bed nude wondering what was wrong with them. I think one of them thought I was gay. I was too ashamed to tell them my problem. Every now and then I would get lucky and get an erection and be able to have sex but It wouldnt last long and Ive never ejaculated in the presence of my female in my entire life. I have probably had sex 7 times in my life. Pretty dissapointing if you knew my reputation. All my guy friends know me as the guy that always gets all the chicks and that all the girls love. Which was true, but I wasnt having sex with any of them. Then whenever they would ask I would alwaysa say I dont ever say what I do because I dont have sex and tell. So Id Leave it up to them to assume. But for my last I tried some pills idk if im allowed to say but they worked but I couldnt afford to spend 70 a month on them. So I was like if I find a girl I care enough about Id just get on the pills. So i would take like 3 week reeboots prior to going on vacation or sometime I knew I was gonna get some and It would work for a little and sometimes it wouldnt work. but this time It was a little different. I started my occasional reeboot and started taking this Horny Goat Weed which was a bit cheaper. My current GF was beginning to get annoyed with me and I wasnt giving it to her so I was like the only way I could keep her is if I gave it to her like I was supposed to. So about the Middle of November or towards the end I started a reeboot with this Horny Goat weed. and about 3 weeks in BOOM FLATLINE. I woke up and I had no clue what was going on. Thats when I looked up Yourbrainonporn and found Gabe's video. Thats when I learned all these terms like Reeboot and Flatline. So when I started watching I became to be happy so I realized that I was on the right track. So cool Ive been flatline for about a weeek or so. and I wasnt clear if I could see my GF or not so I wanted to see if I would still be flatline in front of my GF. So I went to see her she was next to nude and yup I stayed flatline. I was like whatever I cant tell her because our relationship is already hanging in the balance and if she finds out now that I cant give it to her she would surely leave me lol So I wont be as lucky as you guys. But a weird thing happend I went to sleep and woke up with something on my underwear... Ive never had a wet dream before so I didnt even know how to check it was just wet but by the time I woke up in the morning it was gone but I had a semi morning wood. Im confused if I should have to start over my reboot because I had a morning wood about 3 weeks into my reboot I think im back to flatline but does my GF count as a violation of my PMO? This Im confused because my process is happening way too fast I didnt expect and erection till after 3 months and now I think I even had a wet dream. I didnt literally dream anything I just happened to wake up and saw somehting on my underwear. I wasnt suppposed to get an erection. What do I do now? Where do I go from here.?